Yes, it is true I personally am very sorry that "YOU" had to join this dysfunctional family, That b being the case, welcome. We have "YOU" now, "YOU", unfortunately, can never leave. ms is that kind of disease, it will be full of downs, a few ups but mostly downs. Do not be upset, this is ms. Bad things happen, some faster than others. What other people experience, may NOT be your experience. This is a very big disease, with many many variables.
Make a plan. Write it down somewhere and remember it. Perhaps even follow it. Your plan today may not be your plan tomorrow. Again that is life with ms, be flexible. NEVER make a decision that "YOU" will regret tomorrow. End ms on your terms, not through fear, your terms.
Be kind to yourself, "YOU" are only a human being, not yet perfect, if there is such a thing.
Royce
Have a good day.