Family, just thinking. The last time I checked we are all Homo Sapiens. I really do not care what colour "YOU" are, or how "YOU" prefer your sex. Those are your issues most certainly not mine. My concern is how "YOU" get through this ms life. I most certainly do NOT have all of the answers, the best I can do is show "YOU" how I did, and make a suggestion that "YOU" might take on board to help yourself. Always read and adapt what I say to your own circumstances.
IF YOU CAN NOT COPE SEEK HELP FROM SOMEWHERE. Do not try to do this alone, or worse JUST ONLINE. Talk to somebody, cry with somebody. Do NOT harm yourself, ms is not worth it. If "YOU" can afford a therapist, talk to them. "YOU" are not a woman, man of steel, seek help if "YOU" need it, I would think no worse of "YOU", and if they care about "YOU" neither will they.
Royce (your ms writer and Brother)
asking for help does not mean that YOU are weak