Happy Birthday to me

[ktaylor8899]

Well today I am 30! And I spent the last 48 hours in bed everyone I know that just had their 30th this summer went out or had a party etc I stayed in bed and felt like I was 80! So happy birthday to me 🤷🏼‍♀️ I guess being unable to participate in special occasions is something I will just have to come to terms with. I am having to take a new job placement- the position I was in I think was too much stress so I am taking a $400-500 pay cut and taking another job that has less responsibilities. So wish me luck on THAT! I go back to work on the 2nd. I am just over feeling exhausted 😩 it is time for a break from all of it. It becomes increasingly depressing to feel in pain and just idk WRONG so much. Tonight it’s a weird vertigo thing like when you watch a train moving while sitting in your stationary car. I just want it to be over and have a normal day or week 😔 be able to celebrate my own birthday 🎁

[ssdw1958]

Hi ktaylor8899 I am sorry 😐 that your birthday 🎁 went the way it did. But I want to WISH YOU A BIG

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU I do hope you feel better soon. 👍🎁🎉🎊🎈👋🐰😎😁🤣🎂😎😀

I do know how you feel but then again as my son would say mom your anxious well compared to you I am I’m 59 years old.

I wish I could say something to bring up your spirits.

You try to have a better day.

[Royjr]

Happy birthday 🎉🎊🎁 and good luck on your new job.

[Jesmcd2 CommunityAmbassador]

I could sing to you ktaylor8899 but I'm afraid you would lose your hearing.🙁 😂

Sounds like you need to go see your Dr. And get to the bottom of why your feeling like this.

Depression and MS go together, and that's nothing to mess with!!!! It can help with your pain, fatigue, sleep and mood. So please talk to him/her! ☺️

I wish you a VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY! 🎉🎂

🤗💕

J🌠

[Midgey_Midge06 in reply to Jesmcd2]

Jes is rite. MS & depression is a huge deal and not to be messed with. I love my prozac and my treadmill. Its what makes my life complete.

And of course the friends i have here 😁

Happy birthday! 🎉🎉

[ktaylor8899 in reply to Midgey_Midge06]

I am thinking I will make an appointment to get seen to discuss something for depression because I do feel it. I think you can only handle so much pain and fatigue and life changes before it starts wearing on you to some degree.

[Midgey_Midge06 in reply to ktaylor8899]

Totally!

[Morllyn]

Sorry that you are not feeling well but Happy Birthday ktaylor8899 ! 🎈🎂🎉🎶

[RoseySawyer]

Happy Birthday!!! 🎉🎂🎁 😊❤🌷

[kdali]

Happy Birthday! 🎉🎈🎁Sorry that you were not feeling well on your big day. I move my bday around to when it suits me best. I hope you get some relief soon 🤗

[ktaylor8899 in reply to kdali]

I think I’ll try to celebrate this weekend if I am feeling better, I’ll have a redo haha

[kdali in reply to ktaylor8899]

I hope you get to! 🎉🎂

[Iona60]

Happy Birthday! I celebrated one birthday inside of an MRI machine with piercing eye pain and a big anniversary at the neurologist. Sometimes the just have to say, "yay, I'm still alive and still married."

[ktaylor8899 in reply to Iona60]

Oh yes I spent my 1st anniversary this year in the hospital. So grateful for my understanding husband

[Iona60 in reply to ktaylor8899]

Yes, here's to our understand husbands. I recently listened to a book that encourages you to focus on what you have instead of dwelling on what the don't have. It was very enlightening.

[ktaylor8899 in reply to Iona60]

What book? I think I should read something like that

[Iona60 in reply to ktaylor8899]

I have two books for you. The grateful life by Nina lesowitz and may cause miracles by Gabrielle Bernstein. Look forward my pm

[Iona60 in reply to ktaylor8899]

Sorry. I just private messaged you with some more info.

[greaterexp]

I wish you felt better on your birthday. But I hope it’s still a day filled with good things and the knowledge that you are appreciated here.

[Kitsey]

A very Happy Birthday to you🎈🎂. I’m sorry it wasn’t the day you had hoped it would be. Remember that you don’t need to put limits on when you celebrate. This is a new decade and you are free to celebrate whenever it’s good for you. Maybe a gift that you can give yourself is a call to your neurologist to see if there might be something available to help you feel better. I’m wishing you a very good year😊😊

[bxrmom]

A very happy birthday to you ktaylor8899 I'm sorry you are not feeling good on your birthday. Making a call to your doc is probably best for your depression. I now take Cymbalta as I have had depression since before MS and have had to switch this last time because my previous antidepressant (Pristiq) I was at the highest dose I could be on and no room to move.

Hope you feel better soon. Keep us updated on how you are doing.

p.s. Send your birthday to jimeka with a couple of things you like so she can add you to her birthday calendar and wish you happy birthday on the forum on your special day

Jessie

[Babslover]

Happy birthday 🎂. You can have a good day. Just need to get feelings better ☺️ Family and friends will celebrate when you feel better. 😊