Just had my first one. Expect many more. As with anything the mere shock of diagnosis and the reality setting in that life is about to change I suppose is just to much to handle sometimes.! I have had much trauma in my life most of rather recently. Last may I lost part of my hand in a machine malfunction at work which I still haven’t fully dealt with and now this it sure seems like traumatic events seems to be a huge part of my life.
One day at a time, I know. But for me right now it seems more like one minute at a time.