Hello everyone. I don't write often, I'm more of a voyeur here. Soaking in as much as I can. So last month I had one of those psycho-neuro test things done. I finished an hour and a half EARLY! So I was thankful that I'm not as bad as I thought, cognitively speaking. I had my follow up with my neuro last wk. At which point I had an anxiety attack. It started fine (the appt). I listed all the new petty symptoms that are piling up. I'm on Copaxone for just over a yr. She was concerned. Then as she's reading the results of my psych appt aloud, I was stunned. I did horrible. All noted "as expected for MS". I think that's when the anxiety hit. Intention tremors, uncontrollable figiting, rambling, tears, nervous joking, feeling a total loss of control. It was unsettling to say the least.
In the end she lowered my Amitriptyline and prescribed me prozac. By Monday this wk I was taken by surprise at the LACK of feeling badly. I actually felt good. Yaaay! That lasted until abt noon today. Out of the blue I felt heavy, fatigued, eye pain and the beginning of what I'm hoping isn't the normal 2-6 wk headache.
I feel feel jipped and angry. I WAS THERE! I felt GOOD! It had been longer than I can remember since I felt so normal.
So there it is. Had to vent to someone.....this might be why I don't write often...it's not a very positive message to put out.