The only thing I ever really complain about is tiredness and even then it's 2 or 3 times a week at most, as I try to keep it to myself. I have been feeling really low for the last few weeks, owing to money problems and bad blood results, leading to a bone marrow biopsy, which my heam thinks will show significant change and the beginning of meds. I don't get results till the 18th November as she has been away for a month, but even the wait isn't bothering me. When I complain of tiredness due to working an extra 15 hours a week at present, or even on a day off, my partner says "here comes the cancer card!" It makes me feel so pathetic and broken, yet angry and disgusted at him at the same time. I have always been such a strong positive person and can find a silver lining in almost every bad situation, but I feel so miserable and deflated by him.
What do I do, I can't afford to live alone or am I just being a wimp?
Sorry to moan. Mel x