Update - Feeling very low, more so then usual. Been to my gp today with pain at the back of my head and i have been put on Diazepam 3 times a day. Not allowed to work as i cant drive on this medicine and i just feel very useless and hopeless. I dont know what to do with myself as my work are supportive but i cant help but feel like everyone is talking about me. One part of me is saying to rest my body and the other half is saying man up and get back to work and get on with it hate that people view me differently now i have this illness.