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Feel like the biggest pos woman ever

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Rufus07

may I ask why

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Racewac844 in reply toRufus07

I don't matter. I should have got my tubes tied after my abortion at 27 because me ever having a family is gone. Feel like my husband doesn't love me..I'm inadequate..a tons of trauma

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Rufus07 in reply toRacewac844

I’m sorry you are suffering from all those feelings. My thoughts and prayers are with you. I hope you can find some relief soon.

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Racewac844 in reply toRufus07

I appreciate it.

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Vasiliki99

wishing you the best its horrible feeling crap it is - i dont know wat u can do - im stuck in my life in some manner its not uncommon ----------------------------------

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DMZLTC

Why Racewac844? What's going on. The trauma and feeling unloved can cut like a knife. My wife of 14 years just told me she wishes she never married me. I get it.

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Racewac844 in reply toDMZLTC

Just lately I'm falling apart. I'm the problem though. Maybe I'm the reason people hurt me.I miss my husband and I. The last year has been hard for both of us but I feel harder for me. I'm selfish. All my progress has been lost and all of my dreams are gone. Last night was a hard night for me. I'm so scared I'm going to destroy everything I care about. Worked hard to get. Like today I'm not in the mood for work at all..

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Racewac844 in reply toDMZLTC

I let him down

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DMZLTC

The thought that comes immediately to mind is: congratulations, you're human. And as a human, you're going to make mistakes. Some of them will be tiny and some of them will be really ghastly. But as long as you're alive, mistakes are going to happen. But as someone who is so close to the precipice of divorce that I can feel the breeze from the precipice, you still have a husband. Have you tried sharing how you feel? I make it a point to tell my wife how I feel. So far she's saying she doesn't care. You obviously care. Tell him!

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I need to.im just scared with everything going on . I don't know myself anymore . If it's dementia. My ptsd or something else

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I messed up my life

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