Really down

[Racewac844]

Feel like the biggest pos woman ever

[Rufus07]

may I ask why

[Racewac844 in reply to Rufus07]

I don't matter. I should have got my tubes tied after my abortion at 27 because me ever having a family is gone. Feel like my husband doesn't love me..I'm inadequate..a tons of trauma

[Rufus07 in reply to Racewac844]

I’m sorry you are suffering from all those feelings. My thoughts and prayers are with you. I hope you can find some relief soon.

[Racewac844 in reply to Rufus07]

I appreciate it.

[Vasiliki99]

wishing you the best its horrible feeling crap it is - i dont know wat u can do - im stuck in my life in some manner its not uncommon ----------------------------------

[DMZLTC]

Why Racewac844? What's going on. The trauma and feeling unloved can cut like a knife. My wife of 14 years just told me she wishes she never married me. I get it.

[Racewac844 in reply to DMZLTC]

Just lately I'm falling apart. I'm the problem though. Maybe I'm the reason people hurt me.I miss my husband and I. The last year has been hard for both of us but I feel harder for me. I'm selfish. All my progress has been lost and all of my dreams are gone. Last night was a hard night for me. I'm so scared I'm going to destroy everything I care about. Worked hard to get. Like today I'm not in the mood for work at all..

[Racewac844 in reply to DMZLTC]

I let him down