As you all know when I started on my journey to diagnosis I tried to cope with everything that was going on by writing a blog on my thoughts and feelings, because of the mess my life was in this only partially helped and quickly became more of a burden than a help. For those of you who follow me on FB, you will be aware of this and my many 'ups & downs' from then till now.
Well here I am, still not back in work, still not trusted to see my daughter un-supervised, but having complete the house move and several DIY projects to make the place habitable, and now slowly I find myself with time on my hands and still with lots to say and share, although I do not yet feel up to managing a blog again, I do sometimes find it difficult to find something interesting to share. There is however still something of the journalist in me, and I have recently picked up my camera after several years, so perhaps this is the way that I can share my thoughts, fears, failures and successes with everyone, so for anyone who is interested I have opened a Flickr account and started tentatively to upload some of my pics there, please pop along to have a look, I should be easy enough to find its under my name, Adrian Holland. I will try to post comments on some of the stuff that my Lupus, inspires and who knows perhaps this will eventually lead to me finding the inspiration to start blogging again, I will keep you posted.