Hello, I'm wondering if anyone else feels the same..... I'm really struggling to cope with life. My wife feels alienated and unloved, and I'm trying for us not to break up. I think this has been rumbling in the background for 5 years now since my last flare. It hit me hard because my renal function was severely damaged and realisation my own mortality was thrust in my face. This time made worse by the fact that I had a son 18 months old. I was and still am terrified that I have sentenced him to the same fate which tears me apart every time he complains of an aching limb or sore throat. I don't know how to deal with this and my wife doesn't really understand. My behaviour has changed dramatically because this is constantly on my mind doubled with fact he is now 6 and my daughter is 2. Can anyone identify with this, or can anyone give me some advise on how to deal with it....
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