2020 what a year?! I’m here looking for calmness and positive stories 🙏🏼❤️
2 weeks ago I was with my mum when she took the call saying a 1.5cm nodule was found in her lung looked spiky ( that word haunts me as spiculated is a bad sign) during a CT scan ( over all health scan she’s just turned 60 never smoked) and a specialist will call in a week and mum was put on an urgent referral. The longest and most depressive week of my life.
Today the specialist called saying they spoke with the panel they are not too worried it isn’t too big and in 8 weeks redue another CT scan, what I have read online that 1.5cm is massive?! I suffer from anxiety very very badly and have been crying and worried like crazy.
The call was a relief than I’m thinking should I go private? Should I get a a Second opinion or should I just calm down?!!
I mean the call could have been bad very bad.... but the anxiety in me says don’t let it get bigger and be at a higher stage?! Mum seems Fresh and happy as a daisy not worried at all. I’m keeping it inside but I’m a mess. Also mum had TB 15 years ago so I’m praying it’s just scar tissue from that? Need to wait till February now 🙏🏼
Love and well wishes to everyone on this journey x and just looking for positive outcomes from the wait and see approach 🙏🏼❤️ Thank you 🙏🏼❤️