I think Ive had problems from childhood and managed with drugs, alcohol and extremely bad performance in school. Recently, its like my body is giving up. I work in healthcare, training too be a nurse which is hard when I cant stop thinking about ending it and theres so many things going wrong I dont think I'll ever qualify. I've left my boyfriend of 5 years because I'm poor company. I have no one else I trust to talk to and hate going to the GP. I feel like i have palpatations constantly which make me feel sick and dizzy as well as headaches. I can't sleep, maybe an hour or two at best which isn't helping with just getting through the days. If any one has any ideas I would appreciate it as I think I'm giving up.
Thankyou, if any sees this