I am having real trouble in retaining information and losing my train of thought half way through making a point. I have quite a stressful job which I only started in February so am concerned that my lack of articulation will cause me issues. I am using a new software system and having trouble in retaining how to do things on it and whilst I have no problems when writing, my speech in meetings etc is I feel, impaired.
I am finding the whole situation very frustrating. I also don't sleep well and wake up every morning with a headache. I'm currently on Clopidrogel and have been for years since Graham Hughes agreed to my coming off warfarin which I found far too invasive to living life.
Both my parents have suffered strokes and in my father's case it has triggered vascular dementia. I'm tired and emotional much of the time and it's so stressful trying to perform sharply during the day that I'm taking it out on my loved ones when I come home. I'm frightened of the future and what it might hold.