This is just me feeling sorry for myself. I know I am really lucky to have recovered as well as I have, and done all the things I have done, but still…
I had my TBI in 2005. I had to take 18 months off from my job, as a university lecturer, but I did go back, and was there for ten years, but then the department was closed down. I moved into working in administration (as I knew that nobody would give me another job as a lecturer, now that I am ‘blind’, and have a really blurry voice).
I had one job for a couple of years, but I decided that I wanted to do administration in universities instead, so I left that job. Unfortunately the next two jobs I had, university-based admin, both said that I did not pass my probation, so I only did 9 months at each.
My current job is on a three-month contract. My boss says he wanted to extend it, but he has not been given the money, so I will have to finish this week. I have had lots of interviews, but none of them have offered me a job.
I have another tomorrow, and also on Friday. But I am not very hopeful. Clearly I am doing badly at all my interviews. I am just feeling useless and nervous and sorry for myself.
Sorry, I just wanted a bit of a moan!