So after weeks of trying to muster the courage and struggling to fill the form in to go to contact warrington to apply for a bus pass. I had paper work needed and ID there was a page missing saying break down of points awarded for mobility component of pip at enhanced level clearly u need maximum points to get enhanced level . However the staff member took one look at me decided I looked ok and didn't need a bus pass .. her attitude became snotty and she was short with me ... it had taken me 2 weeks in all to fight my front door and get out before closing time ( a few failed attempts) a crushing feeling in my chest as I have experienced this majority of time since my injury .. t be area became busy as I had picked dinnertime, which was over .. noise raised I couldn't cope my 9 yr old daughter was with me & I felt for her too i stepped out side nearly got mowed down trying to flee the noisy crowd it had become intolerable . my daughter grabbed my hand thankfully there was a black cab. I got home struggled desperately with my key as my opposite neighbours are a willing but unhelpful audience to my struggles after what seemed an age and three attempts at putting the key in the door I collapsed in a heap of tears ... I feel angry that I get like this . angry at the staff for not listening or being patient ... and angry, upset that my little girl has to see and feel this too ... how do we make people understand the effects they cannot see ?
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