A quick update for all.
I'm feeling good at the moment, I've ditched the anti depressants, with no ill effects as yet, and the blessing of my GP. He feels it's right for me at the moment. So whether that has contributed to my feeling of wellbeing at the mo, who knows, but I feel more like me. More than I've ever felt in the last three and half years. When I look in the mirror now, it's me looking back.i couldn't always say that before.
So, life is good, it's been a long slog, with lots of hard work along the way,
Don't get me wrong, there's still a way to go, but most of the problems are physical ones now, but physical I can deal with easier.
I've learnt a lot along the way, I'm not so impatient now, I can wait for things to happen, I don't need it to happen immediately. And if it doesn't happen, no problem!
I've learnt what's important to me in life.
My husband says he's seen a change in me, my manner of talking etc, is back to how it was before.
This is so exciting, the future stretches before me now, and I'm going to grasp what I can while I'm able.
Best wishes to all of you, I hope your journeys even out too, hang on in there, patience and perseverance and a sense of humour too, even when you don't feel like it.
Much love to all.