I think I'm in one of those analysing\thinking modes. I guess recovery after surgery is a steep learning curve. It's only 21mths since surgery. I'm young(now 41). I experience a lot of dips in energy cause I'm dealing so much with having solely to deal with sorting bills and everyday external stresses that my recovery has suffered a bit. I'm struggling to do things in small bits and so not use to it. Since surgery I struggle to do things alone. Before I was very independent and got on with stuff by myself. I wish I could only concentrate on my health\wellbeing and not be concerned with anything else but there will be dire consequences if I do that. I've spent the past 6mths trying to find get what I think will work for me and when about to start. A setback by external circumstances. Got to find the strength to start again. How does one cope? Any suggestions on how you manage?