hello! I'm learning words and phrases associated with my fnd symptoms. I get what I usually call a blank out, where my muscles usually go some degree of slack, but sometimes some muscle group goes really tense, my speech devolves to single word or no word, and sometimes I become unresponsive. I don't remember the time block from just before slack to some time after, and sometimes it seems (to an observer) that I fall asleep. I think sometimes i do. after, I usually feel like I have been hit by a truck. muscle aches, bone weary, and quite often a pretty harsh photo sensitive migraine. I've learned this is 'post-ictal', I think. I went through neurology when these first started and was told they are dissociative seizures, non-epileptic. but, conversely, looking up postictal, one of the things that was part of every definition was that dissociative seizures don't cause post ictal effects. sho, logically, either I'm not having dissociative seizures, or what i experience are not post ictal effects. does anyone have an idea? thanks for conversations.
cath
this post has been edited. mostly, that I didn't mean absence seizures! thanks!