Our miracle never came this time, 18dp3dt, day 39 no AF ( did I mention progesterone is a total mind f*"k )
Now waiting to see if we get a last try. The hospital committee will meet in the next three weeks.
Been given one of only 20 places for a sperm study after Easter through the hospital so hope that's a good sign.
For now, relax, recover, lose the kilos, enjoy my life again, walk my fluff ball dog. (Who is definitely getting a bath tonight now I can be normal again!)
Wishing you all luck in your journeys, stay calm, DON'T TEST EARLY, be good to yourselves and your super partners.
Today, I'm glad hubby was here with me, that we are in this together and that the love we have is bringing us ever closer together.
Thanks for all your messages and prayers and support. You are all in my prayers. My super hero girls
Hey I was on patches and pessaries, the patch went in the hospital bin, last time af came bang on day 29, silly cow made me hope this time, day 39, cow
This has really upset me, I'm gutted for you. I hope you get your last try and i'll keep you in my thoughts. Glad you and your hubby have each other. Take good care of yourself xxx
Ah, I'm so very very sorry to log into the site and see your update. I'm in holiday and have been away from wifi and this has been my first chance. So sorry that your news wasn't positive. Your message above is thoughtful and shows just how important this was to you both and how important you both are to each other. I am so pleased to hear that you have each other for support. Sending big hug from Italy - I'm in pasta and coffee heaven and desperately trying to limit my carbs and avoid the amazing coffee. I spent 5mins sitting down in a piazza this afternoon trying to be good and think about how lucky I am and I know I am ... But still we will keep hoping for that extra little bit of hope/luck/whatever it is that will bring us a healthy baby!
Giant hug and best of wishes for you guys going forwards xx
Thank you so much for your kind words of wisdom, dear!! We're all in this wait - me facing the secondary infertility which is absolutely emotionally draining. And this is not what I felt about it earlier. I thought what else a woman having already had her baby could want more!!? This path is the same unfortunately Not worse but just the same painful path....Everything from the very beginning with donor eggs.
Everytime I read one of your posts it get me thinking how brave and positive you remain through everything. Giving the rest of us hope to get up and carry on!!! And this is only my first cycle I can't think of a no at the moment trying to remain positive with what have so far and hoping this will be enough. I wish you all the luck in the world and hope they allow another try!! Xx
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