**Sensitve** I caved and tested!!! 13dp5dt

As you all can see above i have taken up a new hobby😂.

i caved at 8dp5dt and tested and was shocked to see pregnant!!!😳 i thought it would put my mind to rest but hell no it activated a crazy side of me and i did test about 4-6 times daily!!!! I am still in shock!!!! i still went out this morning to get some more from different brands incase one brand is deceiving me, Tomorrow is my OTD and i don’t know what to expect because it still feels like a lie and i have been a mess these past few days, all i do is test and test!!!

I still have cramps and pulling pressure in my lower abdomen but never seen any form of spotting or bleeding from implantation! Could this then be true????

I haven’t even told hubby yet..just my sister is aware and is suffering from my serial testings, though she tried to help me by asking me to call her for a chat when i feel the urge to test! I’m now addicted!

All i think of when i need to go to the bathroom is tests!!!!

I am scared this is not true after my CP July 2019, i feel something will happen soon😢

Can the Beta show something different??

[destiny121]

Congratulations lovely..... you’ve definitely got a positive. And no your not crazy... I was a serial tester too and couldn’t stop. It’s hard to believe isn’t it but it’s true.... you are pregnant... wishing you a happy and healthy pregnancy 😘😘

[Hidden in reply to destiny121]

Omg Thank you hun! hearing from someone feels so real😭...I cannot believe it, i’m too scared to be happy OTD is still tomorrow, cramps are still crazy and i have done about 36 Hp tests!!🙈, and still counting..

[FutureMommy]

Ohh wow, that's a thick positive Xoxo. Congratulations ❤️

[Hidden in reply to FutureMommy]

Thank you hun😘 Fingers crossed for you tomorrow🤍🤍

[Msze]

Congrats!!

[Hidden in reply to Msze]

Thank you love😘🤍

[Peanutchips]

Massive congratulations mama!! That’s a very strong positive you have there 😁🎉🌟

[Hidden in reply to Peanutchips]

Thank you hun🤍...I think i was desperate and panicked before transfer that i ended up asking for 4 blasts!!! Now i’m praying for everything to not be complicated😢

[Peanutchips in reply to Hidden]

You had 4 blasts transferred? Oh wow! Where are you based? My clinic only does a max of two. Good luck with it all lovely! Xxx

[Hidden in reply to Peanutchips]

yea they just inform you of the risks and kind of weigh it against your age and any health issue, then it’s up to you to decide how many you want back in and how many you want to freeze. My treatment was not in the UK love

[Uffculmedolly in reply to Hidden]

Congratulations! Would you mind messaging me which clinic you used please. Thanks!

[Hidden in reply to Uffculmedolly]

oh hun i didn’t do my treatment in the UK

[Uffculmedolly in reply to Hidden]

Me either!

[Hidden in reply to Uffculmedolly]

K hun messaged you.

[Sparklylife]

Those all look lovely!! 🤩 Congratulations to you!! 🥰 I did not think it was real either, so I have done about 4 tests since, but now had my scan and all is well. My clinic did not do beta tests. I still get anxiety that this is all just a dream and something is going to take it all away, so I am now having to just take it a day at a time at the moment! So can understand the need to keep checking!! And the feeling of seeing that positive was such a great feeling!! I cannot believe your husband has not noticed! 🥰😂

I wish you all the best!! 🤞🤞🤞

[Hidden in reply to Sparklylife]

It’s sooo refreshing to know i’m not the only crazy one😂..Congratulations on yours too hun😘, i’m scared beta will come up with a bad news, but i really think not doing beta will be better for me so i just dont know what’s going on, but then again i will suffer high level anxiety and stress about not knowing what is going on! This 2WW is by far the hardest part for me

[Hidden in reply to Sparklylife]

Oh yeah hubby is away for a work trip, so he doesn’t know what is going on😂 Although he has asked a few times about why i was not complaining about everything and he is scared i am not complaining anymore to him😂

[Sparklylife in reply to Hidden]

Yes, waiting for scans etc is quite hard too I find. Just going to the toilet is weird, keep checking the tissue if there is any blood. But I am hoping it will all settle down over time 🤞 But I suppose some level of anxiety will always be there - I hope you find some way of dealing with it all 🥰 Hehe, explains it! Be a lovely surprise for him 🥰

[Hidden in reply to Sparklylife]

Hopefully it all settles like you said. yea been rehearsing how to break the news😀. Thank you hun

[Cinderella5]

Congratulations! Nice strong positives too. If you have 2 beta done 48 hours apart then that is the best way to know your levels are rising as the should be. Good luck.xx

[Hidden in reply to Cinderella5]

Thank you hun😘.. I’m scared of doing the beta because i feel there might be a not so good news.

[Cinderella5 in reply to Hidden]

I understand as I've had a chemical too but it will hopefully give you peace of mind.xx

[Hidden in reply to Cinderella5]

Yes it should thank you cinders😘❤️

[HJ841]

Congratulations! Lovely strong lines there! Could well be multiples! xx

[Hidden in reply to HJ841]

Thank you hun😘 Hopefully i can get 2 to stick out of the 4😀

[Orla9298]

Congratulations! Looking like amazing lines and progression xx

[Hidden in reply to Orla9298]

thank you hun😘

[LuxFleur]

I AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU! CONGRATULATIONS!!!

[Hidden in reply to LuxFleur]

Thank you so much hun, keeping my fingers crossed for you🤞🏽😘

[missJM]

Congratulations!!! 💕🎉💕🎉💕 wishing you the best pregnancy and lots of happiness

[Hidden in reply to missJM]

Oh thank you hun😘😘... Wish you the best of luck in your journey love🤍

[Hidden]

Many congratulations 👏🏻 u absolutely did the right thing to test as much as u want. So lovely to see those two lines!! Xx

[Hidden]

Thank you so much hun😘 i wish you all the best on your journeys🤍

[leah30]

Big congratulations x