**Sensitive** BFP but worried sick.

[Dolly8]

BFP sounds too confident. I don’t feel confident. Worried sick.

Having gone through a miscarriage (even though it was technically early, it was drawn out for 12 weeks, long story) last cycle, I just can’t get remotely excited. My FRER progress has been good until this morning where I think today doesn’t look as strong as yesterday 🙄 but perhaps I’m over thinking it. CBD was showing 1-2 weeks but should this be 2-3 by now? Aghhhhh I hate this. Clinic won’t do bloods at this stage unless there is a problem. But I guess I could push for this as I’m paying for this round.

I’ve had spotting too which I’m not comfortable with - from 4dp5dt. I had 2 embryos so with the CBD result I’m assuming deffo not twins. Again, 🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯

Wishing you all the very best and hope, if nothing else, your brain is not hurting like mine.

Loves x

[Emmaxxx]

I don’t think the line lighter today. When is your OTD? X

[Dolly8 in reply to Emmaxxx]

Today hun xx

[Dreamingofbaby]

Congratulations hun. Can understand ur worries with what has happened before. Been there too and always worry but do try to think it a diff pregnancy and no reason that this one would be the fine.

Hopefully the spotting is nothing to worry about too. Lots ladies have it and all is fine.

Hope all goes well this time round. Everything crossed for u 🤞🤞xx

[Dolly8 in reply to Dreamingofbaby]

Thanks lovely 😊 xx

[Picalilli99]

Those tests look great! Although I totally understand the stress and doubt associated with a BFP after a previous loss. I know nothing will stop you worrying. But it’s all looking good so all I’ll say is take care and CONGRATULATIONS!! xx

[Dolly8 in reply to Picalilli99]

Thanks lovely. It’s so hard. When is your OTD? Xx

[Picalilli99 in reply to Dolly8]

Not until 21st - seems like bloody ages! xx

[Dolly8 in reply to Picalilli99]

Yes that does seem some way away! How many days past is that then? Are you testing early? X

[Picalilli99 in reply to Dolly8]

I’m guessing it’s because I had a 2 day transfer which is pretty uncommon xx

[Kyell2]

I think today looks as strong as the day before. I know that doesn’t really help though if you have convinced yourself otherwise.

I’d push for the blood test, it’s worth it for the reassurance.

I’m still saying it’s good though and congratulations 😊 x

[Dolly8 in reply to Kyell2]

Thanks so much. It’s hard not to worry yourself in to a hole 🕳 xx

[ChiGi]

OMG!!!! I’m so so happy about your BFP!!! Congratulations!!! Id push for a blood test too - specially since you are paying for this round. Might help you get some peace of mind. Xx

[Dolly8 in reply to ChiGi]

Thanks love. Yes, after the money I’ve spent there already....I will call them again xx

[Kat9lives]

Hi lovely, today looks strong and not lighter. Sometimes the FRER tests can differ slightly anyway so try not to worry. You look like you have a strong BFP. Keeping my fingers and toes crossed for you! I had a BFP from yesterday (7dp5dt) and am also analysing everything. When is your OTD? XX

[Dolly8 in reply to Kat9lives]

Today was OTD. Oh I’m hoping your line gets stronger darling xxlet us know xxx

[Littlepeax]

Congratulations to you!! ♥️💫

Sorry you're so worried, but enjoy it and try to relax. Push for a blood test and then hopefully you can relax more. Xxx

[Dolly8 in reply to Littlepeax]

Thanks Hun. It’s a shame to be worried, but I’m a worrier so I have no choice 🤯🤣

[Kitcat12]

Huge congratulations lovely, these are cracking lines. It's so hard, especially after a loss but try not to worry and think the worst. Hope all continues to progress well xx

[Jonesjp]

Hi hunny they look good to me, congratulations 😘😘😘😘

[Missl73]

I posted something very similar a couple of weeks ago, I too have had a previous miscarriage and I was very concerned my lines weren’t getting darker more saying the same and my CB digital said 1-2 and I thought it should be 2-3. First, ignore the CB digital they are notoriously unreliable and proven with my own experience where it worried me enough I went and got bloods done and my levels were 350 which put me well over the threshold for CB 2-3 weeks so it was quite simply wrong. Second, my FRER lines looked just like yours after a certain point of nice clear dark lines they stayed pretty much the same. I think things look really good for you, I know it’s hard to stay calm after past bad experiences. I have not even so much as POAS since I got the blood done as I kept telling myself there is nothing I can do to affect the outcome anyway so giving myself things to obsess over only made me more anxious. I have my first scan a week today at 7+4 and I’m terrified but I have to just stay hopeful. Good luck honey I’m sure things are going to be absolutely fine xx

[Sprinkles86]

Totally understand the worries, it’s like you have to take it an hour at a time let alone a day at a time! I even made myself a little chart where I would colour in a square for each day I stayed pregnant 🤦🏻‍♀️ The things we do to get us through hey! Take another test in a few days time, in the meantime just keep busy as much as you can (unless clinic will budge on bloods of course) xxx