36hrs since my trigger shot have almost passed and another 2 horrific weeks commence. I have no idea how I should approach it, I have tried serveral things: being positive, being negative, trying to distract myself, tell some close friends about it, not tell anyone, stop going to the gym doing some meditaion, stay home from work for a bit, work a lot.... It all ended the same way, around 9-10 days after ovulation, I am going nuts ending in total devastation when AF arrives. At least I know this is the last time this year.
I dont know why but I am not giving this cycle any hope at all, I have left this year which was a very emotionally intense and horrible yesr behind me and try finding some hope in what comes in 2019.