Heartbreak

[Adele2020]

It's taken me since July 11th to find the strength to write this post! On July 11th 2019 we were told that my little miracle had no heartbeat and that we were miscarrying! I can't begin to tell you the pain and heartbreak I felt and have been going through since! The first time I see my miracle is the last time I would see my miracle! I spent 5 days in hospital and ended up having surgery as miracle refused to leave my body! I am on the mend now and trying my best to stay positive and praying that it happens again for us soon! I feel blessed to know that we can get pregnant, now I just need to be blessed with a full term pregnancy xx

[AmbK]

Hi there, sorry to hear about your loss. Hugs for you! No matter what amount of conforting words I use your grief wont let you at peace anytime soon. Being a mother is more than just physiological. The emotional string is way to heavy to be torn down with the MC and the outbrust of insanity thereafter is overwhelming. But we're women we don't have a choice than to be strong and come out strong from any situation. It's much needed that you're hearty and healthy both to take on the round 2.

I can tell you that "time heals it all" or just teaches us to get accoustomed to living with it... eventually the severe heartbreak will be all gone for good. You're on medication to heal your body but please take counselling and vent out to heal emotionally as well. Wish you all the luck in the world!