After the first 6 months of blood tests and urologist appointement the Day of the second referral appointement is finally here; i don t sleep the night before, i m extremely emotional and a total mess a mix of excitement, wondering, expectations and fear, we get there and the consultant says we need a virologie test and a new hormone test (it s been more than 6 month) and they have to contact our GP to write a letter confirming that we're able to raise a child then we have to contact the nurse so she can send a letter to the hospital and wait for referral.
Other the one month setback and extra wait, i was angry that all this could ve been done with the other tests. I m sooo angry.
Tomorrow is my new day xx
Treatment after mmc
Day 2 embryo - cell division 
Had my 1st Micarriage 
