I wish I could get my head
around the words
that are swirling there
in front of my eyes
pulling them together
making them solid
I am so easily distracted
as if I have lost
everything that once
flowed so easily
from my pen
Now anxiety grips
at my heart
chocking my feelings
confusing my soul
keeping my body
in a constant
state of damage
It is a struggle now
just to breathe
and crying
which use to be
forbidden
flows without consent,
randomly streaking my face
with emotions
I'd rather not expose
Every word I write
feels as though
it is being
ripped from my body
I look over my shoulder
waiting for
the hammer to fall
for my mind to
go blank once more
and all my words
filled with meaning
to fall
into unconsciousness
My body trembles
one last time
as these final words
greet the paper
Jupiterjane
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Sounds like a nightmare, but you are so talented, take care
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I'm struggling with my words right now too. Seems like it should be no big deal--but my words are my everything--they're me. Without them who can I be? Not me.
Hang in there my soul friend. Please.
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My hands
want to work as time goes by
My eyes want to see not watch you cry
My body wants to dance not shiver and shake
My mind wants to soar, not gripe and ache
I'm tired of the fight but I can't give up
I've got too much loving in my loving cup
Please feel free to stop me now
Because I feel like a stupid cow
I wish I had words like fairy dust
to sprinkle on you and help you trust
that time heals all wounds, as you know it must
But life isn't fair, it's not simple nor just
my words are air that my lungs have pushed
I feel lonely, lost and blue
I hurt all day how about you?
My Soul, my Soul
wandering off the path
and wonders will I ever be happy again
I'd settle for pain-free... or at least let me have my wordsworth...
Good luck and better days to all of us
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