My 10 year Anniversary is coming up on 7/16/2014. I'm not doing well.

[SilentEchoes]

My mom was 52 years old when she was diagnosed with Parkinson's disease. She lived another 24 years. It wasn't a good quality of life for the last 10 of them with her LBD. I was 52 years old when I was poisoned. I outlived my ALS prognosis of 3-5 years. My ALS progression has been slow - but poisons aren't selective and my kidneys have been damaged. I've been hospitalized at least 13 times in the last year and I have lost the function of my right kidney - it will be removed in June. I'm still attempting to define what constitutes a "good" quality of life for me. I'm not as physically disabled as my mother was, but I'm declining and I don't know how long my independence will last. I haven't decided how far I'm willing to go with my disability - I do know that I won't choose a trach and enslave my family by conscripting them to be my 24hr caregivers. I suspect that I will lose my respiratory function before I become paralyzed. All of these surgeries with anesthesia and antibiotics have poisoned my mitochondria and the bacteria produce endotoxins that are damaging my brain, you won't know it by my writing because I can take the time to make corrections. But shit is happening at home that is clearly cognitive decline.

I've shared that I was poisoned by Roundup. It's the only product that the Minnesota Department of Agriculture tested for and confirmed on my clothing sample. There were other products in the "tank mix." Here's the EPA malfeasance - none of these chemicals have been tested in combination.

The products were: Buccaneer Plus by Tenkoz (an organophosphate (OPP) chemical containing glyphosate - it is Roundup Original II licensed by Monsanto to Tenkoz); Assure II by DuPont (an organochlorine (OCP)chemical); Tradition 93 (a second surfactant, Roundup Original II is preloaded with POEA surfactant - the disclosure of "inert" ingredients are protected by trade secret); AMS (ammonium sulfate, not registered as a pesticide because it isn't 100% pure grade - you know, to skirt EPA regulation); and Water - you would think it's inert but H2O is a hydrogen donor that creates free ammonia, another neurotoxin.

By the grace of God I survived the inhalation of these aerosolized chemicals - my neighbors cattle didn't. When I talked about this on FB several years ago, the attorney representing my neighbors Thomas and Barbara Krawczewski threatened to sue me. I have proof - and you know what? Eff them. I'm talking because I don't know how much longer I can.

The declared chemicals in Roundup Org. II are also components of the organophosphate in cyclosarin - a binary chemical warfare agent. What makes cyclosarin so deadly is the combination of an OP attached to a benzene ring in addition to the fluorine halogen - chlorine is also a halogen and can be substituted with slightly less toxicity (quizalofop the active ingredient in Assure II, contains organochlorine and a benzene ring - confirmed by the chemist at the MN Dept. of Ag :-). And then there's ammonia - it liquifies cell membranes. The myelin on my olfactory nerves was obliterated. The surfactants and solvents are known neurotoxins. These idiots tank mixed a lethal chemical warfare agent and nobody is regulating this COMMON agricultural practice! You don't need a license to buy these products - they aren't a restricted OP pesticide like Paraquat.

Cyclosarin was a product of commercial insecticide laboratories developed prior to World War II. As a chemical weapon, cyclosarin is classified as a weapon of mass destruction by the United Nations. Pursuant to UN Resolution 687 its production and stockpiling was outlawed globally by the Chemical Weapons Convention (CWC) of 1993. Binary OP nerve agents didn't go away - they got rebranded as agricultural products that are used indiscriminately by people who are incompetent and have no business handling lethal chemicals and unleashing them on unsuspecting bystanders, the public and the environment.

Here's a video taken by me from inside my house while the field across the road was being sprayed illegally due to the lack of atmospheric mixing. On the day I was poisoned, it was dead calm. I hired Bill Enderson, a local weatherman, to prepare a weather report for me. He was highly critical of the investigation conducted by the Minnesota Department of Agriculture. Federated Co-ops, the company that owned the crop sprayer, supplied the chemicals, employed the operator and was an agent of the landowner - was fined $500 for poisoning me. I'm not a one-off victim, just look at the explosion of neurodegenerative diseases world wide. I'm living proof - for now.

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[JayPwP]

I am sorry for your suffering.

I can only suggest that you try GlyNAC for 6 months. It seems to detoxify the body thereby letting the body heal itself.

[Bolt_Upright]

That is a powerful video SE. I watched all the way through. When the tractor came closest and then turned away it was like a skunk spraying towards your property. Really sad. Such a beautiful location and then to have that spraying nearby. I live in a wonderful neighborhood by a farm also.

BTW: You have a really nice voice. Good luck and may God bless you.

[SilentEchoes in reply to Bolt_Upright]

Thank you. I hope the farmer near you is a good neighbor too.

[MBAnderson]

I am so sorry for what they have put you thru.

It's unbelievable that the gov't allows such. Campaign contributions.

You're much stronger than me. I would have given up by now.

I agree with Bolt re your voice.

PS. I've been to Taylor Falls many times. Nice town.

[MarionP]

Horrible late stage capitalism, in which corporate fascism partners with the government by buying it and the laws. We had it in the era of Theodore Roosevelt of huge corporation activist robber barons, and we are back to it again. Years ago we were planning a move to a nice little community called Winona Minnesota, when we learned to our horror what Winona is immediately downriver from right nearby. Like Hooker Chemical or Canon City, Burlington Vt., Flint, Mi., Butte, and that place in California Erin Brockovich was about. Truly horrible how people can murder you and then threaten to sue if you go public. Your info should be forwarded to EWG before your information is forced off of websites. Your case reminds me of Karen Silkwood, though of course she was intentionally murdered.

[SilentEchoes in reply to MarionP]

I'm not so sure this wasn't intentional. Krawczewski wanted our farm - the estate wouldn't sell it to him. He tried to scare us away, then he offered several times to buy it. He wanted to rent our crop land and then tried to buy our small herd of cows. His daughter is a neuroscientist - he and his wife know the dangers of these chemicals. Krawczewski said he hires "professionals" to do the spraying to avoid liability. That's not how Minnesota law works. They are jointly liable. On the day I was poisoned and their herd was destroyed (our cows were in a distant pasture), he and his wife were off-site for the day. Even if the poisoning was unintentional, Krawczewski's knew it was a possibility and they did nothing to mitigate risk and continued to drift chemicals into our property. In the end he won and forced us to leave. He's very careful with the new family and put in a buffer strip. If it happens again, people are going to jail.

[MarionP in reply to SilentEchoes]

The guy sounds like a real bastard, the dishonest one too. Well it looks like he's in his 70s so maybe he'll be off this planet anyway. Too bad about his daughter. There's a good thing about evolution though, people who manage not to be killed by folks like this are what creates better evolutionary beings.

[MBAnderson in reply to MarionP]

Oh, no. Not Winona , too. What is the problem with Winona?

[MarionP in reply to MBAnderson]

You're mocking right? I thought you live in Florida so what do you care?

Winona is 5 minutes downriver on the Mississippi from one of the biggest PFAS leeches by 3M ever to occur on this planet. It's in the drinking water from Winona all the way down to the Gulf. But it's not near you so what the f*** would you care about it? The stuff is so dangerous that single parts per trillion in your body are permanently harmful, and we lack the technology to efficiently measure at all quantities that small. But it's in all of us already and has been for many many years. This only comes out decades after the harm because of what some others who use this site call reliable trustworthy "society." Prometheans.

[MBAnderson in reply to MarionP]

We new at being snow birds. We are residents of St. Paul, MN

[MarionP in reply to MBAnderson]

Ok sorry. Massive plume into the water supply east of St Paul leaked in by 3M and then went right into Mississippi. Geographically about 5 minutes upstream from Winona.

[Ireadwidely]

Criminals never rest, I'm sure the Krawczewki's are constantly scheming some new plot. A warning should have been sent out but that would of admitted how toxic the spraying was going to be. You have a story to tell, let it rip I hope you document everything, what I mean keep your words in a safe place so nothing can be erased.

You are a light in this upside down world.

Love and peace

[MarionP in reply to Ireadwidely]

A warning? People who intentionally poison you don't tend to warn you first.

[Ireadwidely in reply to MarionP]

Of course a criminal act is never advertised. So how are these evil ones looked at in their community, upstanding or keep a safe distance from them?

In the past where I live ,tried to eliminate fluoride from our municipal drinking water, unfortunately we have a dental mental school that was part of the cabal to bring this toxin to our cities, and to graduate the dental useful idiots to promote this dogma of fluoride prevents cavities. A family member has been damaged because of this, has dental fluorisis. The idiots say it's cosmetic only. Liars that they are.

[Smittybear7]

Prayers coming!

[Despe]

SE,

So very sorry for all your suffering. For profit, with no scruples, cabal will walk on "dead bodies." This is strictly a US phenomenon. . . just like the "doctors," profit is their number one priority, not human suffering. As soon as hubby was diagnosed with PD, I had all chemicals removed from my vocalbury--no pretty, green lawns, no commercial spray cleaners inside the house, all edibles became organic, although I followed the Mediterranean diet (due to background), and in general I tried to eradicate anything that would worsen hubby's symptoms. It was too little too late. He was poisoned by AGENT ORANGE while in the Air Force (30 years). Yes, Veterans Administration, awarded him benefits, but what good does it do any longer?

My sister and my niece visited from Europe for the Christmas Holidays. Unfortunately, before New Year's celebration, they both became very, very sick. I called doctors in my town, trying to get them an appointment to be seen. THEY ALL TURNED ME DOWN, as my sister didn't have health insurance (European health insurance not accepted), and they couldn't take new patients. I tried to convince them that they will be paid in full and that both my sister and niece were only visiting for the holidays, but not such luck. They both left to go home so they could be seen by our doctor there. This is only HAPPENING IN THE USA.

PS. Everyone in my neighborhood brags about their green lawn and their "awards" for such lawns. . .how can I convince them that they are killing themselves and their neighbors? My lawn looks just as beautiful with weeds! CedarCide granules (Cedar tree) has and will continue to kill all pesticides, including scorpions!!!!!