I have a major op coming up. Its this time next week. A large tumour will be taken off the back of my head.
I've been scared before, but this is taking the biscuit.
Anyone who knows me knows how much I like music so was listening to a a YouTubevideo, showing U2 on their 1993 tour Zoo TV. They played a tune called "the Fly", which is where their singer Bono impersonates a guy in hell phoning the living and passing on all the wisdom he's learned.
I went to this tour, at Wembley, August 11 1993, and was at one point 6 feet from Bono when he sang this tune. The screens showed various random phrases. They were played so fast you could hardly read them. But in the days of YouTube, you can slow it down! These are screen shots taken from a video recording of the concert, with copyright obviously to the excellent U2.
But some are really meaningful.
Phrases seen include
you'll never walk alone
Be gentle with me
This is not a rehearsal
Reject your weakness
A friend is someone who lets you help
But I would attach now how I feel about the way I feel about next procedure, and being scared of it. It just says; "boll***ks"
And then I remember how I will feel when this is done. Another screenshot would say, "Tomorrow belongs to me".
My Tomorrow belongs to me. Bring it on. But this is not a rehearsal. Whatever you do, life passes by so fast Don't waste a minute.