Bluur!!!!🍎🦎🐈‍⬛😜

[Charlie-legs]

I'm feeling odd and don't know why. My last consultant chat said he is pleased with the way the cancer treatment worked, Cirrhosis obviously still there and it may be that I won't need a transplant.

Of course I am thrilled but I have that horrible thing, fear slowly getting hold of me. It feels like a hand crawling up my neck and holding my throat.

I am so tired, even my get up and go is asleep in a corner somewhere. My mind is really active but just walking with my hubby to the shop, is embarrassing as I get out of breath.

I'm on Epilepsy meds 750mg, gabapentin 300mg, sertraline 50mg Carvedilol 12.5mg, and a stomach acid one beginning with Fam....? I have Sumatriptan injections for migraine.

I have cirrhosis, Barrett syndrome and just plain idle. Sleeping is either dead to the world or gormless and awake. I've arthritic joints which are very painful but I'm used to that.

Is it normal or do I need to get a kick up the..,....,..,😜😜😜😜🐈‍⬛🦎

[Lilliebell]

You seem to be very hard on yourself, you have gone through and going through an awful lot so I think be a bit kinder to yourself . I can’t tell you what you should be doing as I’m no doctor but it’s probably worth you getting hold of your GP if you continue to feel bad . Take care xx

[Charlie-legs in reply to Lilliebell]

Thanks lilliebell. Xxx