After 15 months of tests and waiting and waiting and tests I was told back in February that I needed CABG. In March is saw the surgeon, who ordered more tests, which were done by first week of May. It went quiet until July - I had preop of 9th and another round of tests (blood, ecg, xray). Its all gone quiet again. So I phoned the waiting list team today - and was told it would be months before the operation. Part of me is glad - I really don't want to be cut open! But it is so frustrating - I have been on the waiting list since February, but they seem to be taking the date as much later than than now. I am not the most ill person - but the condition limits what I can do, it has stopped me going abroad on a holiday, I went for a short stroll, and as it was uphill I had to rest and take the GTN spray, everyone else was waiting for me, I am used to being the one in front. It also puts more work on the rest of the family.
Moan over - two questions
1. How do i cope with the frustration and depression while I wait?
2. Is it worth saying I will take a cancellation?
My boss is almost as keen to know when I will be out of action as I am!!!!