Hello, I was diagnosed with a LBBB about 5 or 6 years ago.
At the time I was a heavy alcoholic and user of stimulant based narcotics (clean and sober ever since).
My cardiologist did a myriad of tests including an MRI, Echo, etc. He said everything looked normal. My LBBB would come and go randomly, some times showing perfectly normal tracing, sometimes showing the blockage.
I think the anxiety and fear are doing worse for me than the condition.
I have episodes where I get many PVCs including couplets (two in a row). But then I get no PVCs for months.
I feel almost every PVC I have, and every single time I instantly think I am going to die. It's terrifying and it's causing severe depression.
The Dr's all tell me I am fine and have nothing to worry about. But it's so hard to trust them.
Does anyone else have similar experiences?
Am I just being a baby about all of this?
I just want to see my kids grow up, and I can't help but feel like I'm going to die any minute.
I am 33 years old. This is no way to live.
This is my first time on any sort of page like this, I just need support from someone that understands...
Thank you so much if you take the time to write me back.