I wanted to say that my beautiful girl boxer zeta was put to sleep at 655pm this evening in the garden with the sun still out surrounded by us all (her family) I've never known such a smart intuitive loving compassionate animal as my zeta.She never left my side throughout my spinal issues and through my now diagnosed heart conditions. I watched her suddenly deteriorate an hour before we called the vets.
Thank you my beautiful companion for everything you have given us and for being the fastest boxer across the open fields I've ever witnessed. If she was a human athelete she would have been Usain bolt but with a high jumper thrown in because she could get over a 6ft fence.
You were my other beating heart.My healthy heart that kept me sane and made me smile everyday
God bless zeta
I know your up in doggy rainbow now running pain free from that awful cancer with your other boxer clan.xxxx
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But around 5ish she was drinking and throwing up and pacing and absolutely breathless. when I went to help her up she screamed in pain and that's something she never does.
Something inside me clicked.
I'm already lost without her and the constant stress and worry has led to daily all day angina pain.
But I was so concerned she wasn't going to make it through the night.
She looked to say to I've had enough and I knew it then mate.
Thank you so much for your message. Yes I've told my little girl she's up there watching now and looking after her as a boxer with angel wings.
She never had an ounce of fat on her and had so much stamina only for that scurge cancer to take her so soon.
Oh Rob, I am so sorry to hear of the loss of your beautiful girl. My heart is breaking for you, I know how absolutely devastating it is to lose your "other heart". I have no words that can offer consolation at the time, but you & Zeta are both in my thoughts xx
so sorry to hear your sad news rob. cancer is such a devastating disease with much suffering. she’s pain free now and as you said running with her new pack. irreplaceable memories rob. you were so blessed to have her in your life for as long❤️shiona
So sorry to hear your news.My little mini schnauzer, Max has been such a support to me so I know how special dogs can be.At least she is free of pain now.Take care.
Sad times, It has taken my wife & I almost 2 years to get over losing our two adorable faithful yorkies, we now feel the time is right & are now looking to adopt a rescue dog! I hope your own heartache doesn't stop you from doing the same, Zeta was clearly loved & returned it to you unconditionally. Best wishes Rob.
Thank you For your kind words.Its helpful to know others understand because they themselves have been through it.I didn't want to go to work tommorrow but I think it's best so to keep my mind busy
Even though I will pull up in my van when I get home and that unmistakable bark will not be there any longer.
She could hear the sound of my engine up the road and before I could get home my partner would say are you driving down the road?Yes I would reply why?
I am so sorry for your loss. I know the pain is so deep. I've been through it. Lost my best friend two years ago. There is no other love like that of an animal. She was a beautiful companion.
May your memories give you peace. Knowing that you helped your girl end her life with dignity is a gift to her.
You more than anyone will know about the breed and how they look and act like humans . complete clowns to the day there gone.I never had long enough with her but her nearly 7years is double that in the fun they bring.
I showed Boxers and have lost 4 now all the the breeds nemesis Cancer.
I have a lovely white boy at home who she looked after and a little frenchie girl
So from one boxer person to another thank you because you know what I'm going through
Give yourself time to grieve, it’s totally natural to feel sad, our pets give us total unconditional love and we love them back, that’s what makes them special.
Zeta will be at the bridge for you with a big sloppy kiss.
So sorry for your loss, I have had to make that awful decision previously, but as you say, they tell you when it is time and you should take a little comfort from the fact that you were able to help her when she most needed it. People always told me you will know when the right time is and I discovered that is so true with my cat Daisy. Take care of yourself. Best Wishes, Victoria
Our dogs are such wonderful, loyal creatures. It's so sad to say goodbye to those most loving members of our families. Condolences to you and your family. 😢💕
Every now and then if you are lucky a special dog comes in to your life. They love you unconditionally, understand your moods and give you a reason to carry on.
I am so sorry for your loss Rob. Treasure your memories of the time you spent together.
You have just taken the words right out of my mouth Becksagogo.
She was exactly that a special dog.
So in touch with my feelings and mood and always got me through the tough times.Now I'm lost ! She was my goose in the film Top gun right there next to me.
Your words have made me cry again!Not good when it sets off my angina. But in truth I couldn't care less.I want to grieve.
Thank you so much for being spot on with your words .
Oh Rob I didn't mean to make you cry but I know how lost you are feeling. 20 odd years ago a greyhound/collie cross was bought to me by our local rescue centre. She walked in through the front door, had a look around and thought " I'll like it here." Suzie then made her way on to my two seater leather settee and there she stayed for 14 years! She nearly went back a couple of times when she chewed a hole in the wall, a stainless steel watch I'd been bought for Xmas, ink cartridges and then to cap it all my indoor tv ariel. I shouted at her that last time and then sat on the floor and through sobs asked her if she wanted to go back to the rescue centre. We kind of called a truce that night and for the remainder of her life she was my best friend. I still cry now some 7 years later when I think of her. She will never be replaced and I'm not in good enough health to get another big dog but who knows.
Such beautiful words. I had a rescue terrier cross called Sammy, he chewed through 6 dining chairs, 1 rocking chair, my favourite pair of boots, my very expensive skirt, his wicker basket, the car safety harness, umpteen cd's! God knows how many hedgehogs (always felt so bad about that, we had to do a sweep of the garden before we let him out there). We lost him 2 years ago, he was very special. We've got another 2 rescue dogs who we love to bits but still miss Sammy so much.
It's ok Becksagogo you didn't really because I've been breaking down all day at work and it has given me some of the worst outbreaks of angina I've experienced. The slightest comment by work colleagues and I'm in tears.Im going through so many emotions right now like why didn't I give her one more walk?Why didn't I take more pictures of us together before she passed.Why didn't I give her one more treat etc etc and I can't win whatever way I turn.Add to that I've stopped one of my angina medications yesterday because they have made me feel awful so I'm not in a good place right now.
But it sounds like you had your hands full with your 4 legged friend and it made me chuckle to be honest especially the ink cartridges because in my head I see ink all over her muzle and obviously you had no tv that night then haha and a new wall to be plastered haha
The ink cartridges were delivered to my home as I was working from home at the time. The delivery man used to put a chocolate bar in the box with them for me. Suzie got into the box whilst I was out, found the chocolate and must have thought the other packages also contained Freddos! When I got home my carpet was covered in multi coloured ink and she was hiding!
Rob I'm sure you couldn't have done any more than you did so please don't beat yourself up.
Can your GP give you something for your angina. You shouldn't be suffering physically and emotionally.
Sorry to hear of your loss. Have lost three dogs over the years. Worse one Jason started screaming one evening, emergency call out and he had to be put down. And we never knew anything was wrong. Thoughts are with you!
I am so very sorry to read your sad news Rob. The agony of losing a pet is overwhelming. As dog owners ourselves we feel for you with all our hearts. We have been through this heart ache ourselves twice before.
My heart goes out to you Rob,such a beautiful face,she was your constant companion but you were hers too and earned the love she gave you.Loved your words,I know how it feels.xx
God bless you both. They give us so much love. Its so hard to loose them, but you gave her the best way to go, at home with you all. May you find peace in your heart to fight on knowing that bond is still there between you.
This has broke my heart reading your post what a beautiful girl I’m so sorry!!.I lost my beautiful Giant Schnauzer a year ago it devastated me so much I ended up ringing the Blue Cross dog foundation and they were marvellous they have professional councillors to help you deal with such loss and emptiness it may be something you want to try.Please go gentle on your self the coming weeks will be difficult.These pets of ours shower us with unconditional love and they pass with no emotional baggage it’s not easy times but beautiful memories❤️🌈.
Oh dear Rob. I can see from the photo that she was such a special dog and I'm more of a cat person. I know you'll have lots of wonderful memories to keep you going. Look after yourself.
So sad
We are on our third boxer and the pain we we lose one is intense
I know that you gave her the best possible life and that she has given you wonderful memories
Just know that she knew she was loved
I wish you well
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Hi Rob
Meant to add that in my very humble and ultimately exceptionally biased opinion there are Boxers and just other dogs. Nothing compares to the human like quality and unconditional love for the family that boxers bring.
What a beautiful girl Zeta was and your post about her was very moving. You are a lucky man to have had such wonderful companion as her.My heart goes out to you.
"Perhaps they are not stars, but rather openings in heaven where the love of our lost ones pours through and shines down upon us to let us know they are happy." ~ Eskimo Proverb ~
Peace and comfort to you for the loss of your beloved Zeta, and when you become sad, look to the stars... she'll be there waiting for you! 🕊️
So sorry about your sad news. It is awful when you lose a dog as they bring so much to your life, particularly when you are having health issues.
We lost one of our OES last year - she had had an embolism a few wks after I was diagnosed with heart failure, so we were both in the wars at the same time! She lasted another 2 yrs and went to sleep at my feet last October and passed away. If it’s possible to have a good death she did. The others have all been pretty awful (we are on OES number 6 and have a rescue cocker spaniel) I am so happy she just slipped away without that taking them to a vet and sitting on the floor with them and then leaving broken hearted. Of course we did have to carry her body in to the vets for them to arrange a cremation but was done at a quiet time so no one else was there and the vets and nurses were all so upset for us.
We did get another dog (the spaniel) as our Hattie (OES in my pic) was moping around and obviously unhappy. Hugo was very shut down when he first arrived and took a few months to come out of his shell but is now a happy carefree little chap. Although he is still scared and nervous with men he is now fine with my husband.
Hi, I don't know you but I'm so touched by your beautiful account of the life of your girl Zeta.. I can only imagine how you feel, my girl Kira has also got cancer, for the second time, so I'm making the most of each day, take comfort in the fact you have her a good life and were with her at the very end, sending hugs xx
So very sorry Rob - she looks lovely. It is the curse of dog ownership that we outlive our most beautiful and loyal companions, but I would not be without them for anything. I wish there was something I could say to relieve your pain but know there isn't. Thinking of you and Zeta.
Bless you. I've had dogs for 53 years so I understand how literally heart breaking this is foryou. MY sympathy. I lost my girl without warning in January. One day of pain; vet tried to operate after seeing a small tumour but before he could do anything she had a massive heart attack. We were not ready.
Having had boxers as a child and adult I know how heartbreaking it can be.
They truly are dogs with a wonderful nature albeit crazy at times.
Our Lily and Rosy lived until 13/14 and as a family gave us so much pleasure with their funny antics and amazing loyalty always sitting as near as they could get if they sensed you were sad.
You will have wonderful memories but of course it will take a little healing before you can get comfort yet. So sorry.
So sorry to hear your news Rob. Zeta's little face is so expressive; she was obviously happy and loved. Remember the good times.
You say she could jump over a 6ft fence, I know one boxer who tunnelled her way under a 6ft fence. (She belonged to my neighbour and wanted to come and play with our dog. I opened the back door and found 2 faces peering up at me! They are funny).
Thank you for being at the dogs side when she breathed her last.
Most dogs have been with their human companions all their lives. They love and trust their beloved humans wholeheartedly.
Unfortunately some people leave the surgery just before their dogs are put down. In their final moments they would look around to find comfort from their humans to no avail. So sad.
So please people, stay with the pet and caress it in its last moments.
I held her kissed her beautiful chops and cuddled and stroked her as she had her sedative.I then asked the vet if she had gone and he checked her heart and said yes.I gave her another kiss and whispered in her ear.My stepdaughter and my little girl and my partner were all there. The vet was so compassionate and explained how bad the tumour had got.He told me to feel her belly and said that was the lump pushing against her stomach and the two lymph nodes were the biggest he had ever seen.
The most upsetting moment was when she went in and went bounding up to the vet wiggling her body and the nurse gave her a treat that she suddenly ate
Yes, an animal friend means a lot to those of us who have had to confront our own mortality. Every now and then I am reminded of the firm bridge that runs between the world of humans and animals. Your post is another reminder.
I am so very sorry must be just awful for you.You have a lot of people thinking about you tonight xxx
Hello Rob
I don't post often on this site but I read it most days because it gives me so much hope .
In November we lost our beautiful Springer Alfie unbeknown to us he had developed a tumour in his chest which was affecting his brain .
We had to make the heart breaking decision because he was becoming unpredictable and unfriendly ,so so hard to do as completely out of character .
I know it was the right thing but still feel so guilty , he is very much missed.
Dogs are such a massive part of one's life and you will feel sad for a long time ,but you must remember to take care of yourself ,enjoy all your lovely memories and know that she had the best life she could have had with you.
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Beauty - laser treatments 
My doctors won't let me have my tablets what the heart specilist has prescribed 
Waiting for a by-pass. Advice needed please.
Update - after seeing my GP
Does the anxiety ever go away? 
