Today I celebrate the 1 year anniversary of my heart attack and stent insertion at the age of 54. I don’t normally post things , but I remember trawling the site last year to see if anyone just had one heart attack and looking for reassurance that my life wasn’t over .
The early days were really tough emotionally. I was literally terrified I was going to have another heart attack and drop dead . Because my original symptoms were indigestion and a bit of a pain in my elbow , I didn’t trust that I would recognise a recurring heart attack ! I would agonise if I should dial 999 whenever I felt any twinge of discomfort . Ridiculously, I was frightened of wasting anyone’s time or making a fool of myself . I did have two false alarms , where everyone was very nice and reassuring .
Anyway , gradually I gained confidence . Cardiac rehab really helped , as did returning to work . I readjusted my diet , lost weight , now run 3 times a week and have become a grandmother . I am not over zealous , I still enjoy a drink and try to do do everything in moderation . I don’t know the future , but I am going to enjoy the now , whilst being sensible about all the things I can do to help my health. Life is good xx