This post is just the truly unexpected benefit of attending the optional Cardio Physiotherapy and not walking out on the first day because i hated it and i hated me. If one person gets my experience then i passed on a little of what i was given.
At my annual checkup I was referred urgently to a Cardiologist. Told i had chronic heart failure, Left Branch Bundle Block, an enlarged heart and LVEF around 20% (probably had my heart attack within the previous 6 months). I have a photo from A&E, a couple of days later, and it shows Blood oxygen at 86% ( i wont Google that even today).
I got great medical treatment very quickly but was told my lifespan would be significantly shortened and I would soon have an ICD fitted. Basically, i started preparing to die and worked on my families future after me.
My cardio trainer was lovely but the people in the class were life changing. They didn't care if i was the slowest on the treadmill or how my 22 stone looked in gym clothes. When we did team sport invited me to be on their team so they could encourage me even when we lost. My attitude slowly changed and i saw what was really important was me and "success" was just doing my best and then trying to stretch it a little (didn't matter if i failed, mattered that i tried).
15 months on, I am not an athlete and i am still obese but i am going in the right direction. I still have a long way to go but i wont give in because i think i will be a failure or because i think the person next to me looks at me in disgust.
What dd i achieve. my LVEF got up to 53%, i am 4 stone lighter, i easily walk my daily 10,000 steps, my heart is a normal size and my pulse dropped from mid 90s to mid 60s without changing medication. Diet, stress, sleep have all improved. Sadly I still worry about how people see my body in the Gym, I just dont let that or anything else stop me tryining.
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