So today i went to docs as have been having some pain after a recent smear. I was in agony at the time.... nurse kept saying she had to keep going.
Doctor checked me today.... and yed the nurse has damaged my insides due to nt putting the instrument in correctly... and when the doc checked some other lower abdomin pain I have been having has sent me for an ultrasound scan tomorrow! They think it may be ovarian cancer.
I need to hide this from my son till I know... I have no family near.... and sometimes even this positive person feels like cracking. So sad tonight
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I am so sorry that is unfair after all you've already been through .try and stay positive as you haven't had any confirmation one way or the otheras yet ...tough I know to keep getting back up when life keeps knocking you down .im proberbly not helping much ,as what does one say in such a situation but I wanted to say something to let you know I'm here if you need an ear .
Wow 😮 this must be such a blow, after everything you’ve been through. I wish I could find the words that could bring you some comfort. Here’s a big hug 🤗 and another 🤗 🤞 for tomorrow Kaz❤️💕💖
Thank you Kaz.... just having an outlet and knowing that my lovely BHF friends are there.. .. means such a lot. Thank you... tomorrow I will be strong and hope for the best x
Thanks Jo.... I did just have a mini meltdown this afternoon. It's about dealing with yet Another big thing like this mentally. Just felt like the stuffing had been knocked out of me. Anyway it is good I am being checked out so quickly. And just trying to stay positive. And it is a release for me to be able to tell someone. I don't feel so alone ..it means such a lot x
Will be sending megavibes your way tomorrow, hoping the scan offers some much-needed reassurance to you. You're right, it's great you're being checked out so quickly and there's no reason to be anything but positive about it in the meantime, but still... Life can be a major prick at times and, even if a day of worry is the worst to come of this, you still deserve better. Chin up, lovely lady, and get ready to soak up all the well wishes headed your way. Lots and lots of love xxxxxxxxx
Hi all .... thank you for allowing me to unburdon myself and for all your lovely supportive messages... I am certainly feeling the love. And hey this could all be a false alarm.. .. and I could be panicking about nothing. Let's hope so xxx
HAPPY THURSDAY I HAVE GOT THE ALL CLEAR 😍🎉😀🎉🌞🎉😁 I literally danced with the nurses. After I had stopped crying. Thank you all for being there.... the sun is shining... and this is the first day of the rest of my life YYYIIPPEEE. You were right Jo ... not this time xxx oh the relief xx
Aw that made me smile.... and yes i will certainly bring out the positive posts now!! no rest for the wicked. It's first rehab session tomorrow.... I will have an extra spring in my step now. I am secretly hoping after 6 weeks I may have a beach body ...😂😂 I live in hope. So now off for my walk in the sunshine x
Hi Hi so sorry to hear of your current heart issues... and hope everything has calmed down for you now x
I know how very frustrating life can seem whole you are awaiting results and diagnosis and treatment plans to be put in place. And when you are feeling good you think.... well I will just do a little exercise ( exercise is good right) however please be kind to your body in this interim period and try to hear with. This is NOT what your life needs to be going forwards. But it could be what your body needs right now until your heart treatment is sorted and your heart is more under control.
Trust me I have felt exactly the same as you whole I was waiting my test results.. One day I went into town shopping... met for friends for coffee ... then shopping for about 3 hour ended up in an ambulance and at hospital they told me I had overdone it. At times like that you really feel... is this what life is now. But it isn't.. .. it is just for now.... and maybe if you want to do a little something. Why not try a little walk... emphasis on the little. 10 mins if your doctor allows. And remember you ate being kind to your body right now. I had nearly a year like this.... hence my legs have gone to Mush. But that's ok... because I ( eventually) took things easy... it is why I can work through rehab now. And you will too.... I can't wait for your posts once treatment is in place. And if you are worried about your heart.... call a doctor x.
I am a little further on the journey is all... so glad you like reading my posts.... because this will be YOU too. Keep your chin up hun you will get there xxx
Hope you all feel better today. I always feel better when the sun's shining..... it is up here but as I'm in North Yorkshire the pavements are icy like a skating rink!
Good luck Jo. Thinking of you. I like nordic walking . But I also liked the excitement of walking over hot lava at Etna summit (in 1976 you could go right up to the crater edge!) and in Hilo island Hawaii. Xxx clare
Hallo Happy Jo. I also went to Stromboli & Vulcano.....in 1976. Haven't been back to Sicily but since 2001 I've had 34 trips to Malta, where I teach complementary therapies each winter. I'm so lucky I travelled everywhere on my bucket list before my heart conditions were diagnosed... Machu picchu, Easter island & Patagonia, Rio & most of South America. When I lived in Asia (16 years) I travelled extensively & also adopted a baby from an orphanage in Hong Kong. Now she has her own babies & lives near me. My heart conditions are inherited from grandfather & mother. Do you live up in the frozen north like me? Have a good weekend. Xx Clare
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