ever since we had to be home and all that i gained so much weight ! 20 pounds over the past months . i feel my worst and look my worst . but point is i’m scared. i don’t want to continue gaining because i don’t want to get diabetes or additional health problems. i want to loose weight but i guess i’m not dedicated enough and always set up excuses (work and school). i guess there’s no motivation in me to workout , i feel like i need a work out buddy but none of my friends can . gaining 20 pounds has had a negative impact on me , i’m more insecure , self conseous , lower back problems (if you know how to fix that let me knowww) , and at my work i have to stand for a long period of time so it hurts my knees and legs. and then i start over thinking like oh what if it’s diabetes . i just need guidance to live a healthy lifestyle :(( or how to make healthy food because i don’t know how to cook
also i can’t post selfie’s anymore because you can tell i gained weight and it makes me so sad because before quarantine i was slowly gaining my confidence but boom it’s gone. and my clothes doesn’t fit like before that’s so embarrassing like what-
but honestly i do know what to do to loose weight i just don’t do it lol. i need to stop eating chips and iced coffee because i knowww that’s what ruined me > and just eat healthy and eliminate fast food and the food i eat at the restaurant i work. and just be active everyday atleast .