Totally fedup of not sleeping in the day or night!
I go to bed at 9pm, sleep till 11 then am wide awake again, fall back asleep around 1 til 3 then wide awake again til 4 then sleep til 5 then awake til 7 then sleep til 8.30am when alarm goes off to say home care due. I am shattered i want sleep and I know my asthma is uncontrolled and not happy so does all my medical team and my family and friends! I am so fed up! My medical team have now increased my Theophyillne levels and said i will get side affects till body adjusts! I just want sleep! I try to nap and cannot! ARGH!
My really do take there lungs for granted! When they are not working everything is a nightmare it takes you a hundred times longer to do a simple task such as go to the toilet or have a drink or meal. You try to make a drink and you are breathless you try to take a jumper off and you are breathless. You get breathless all the time! It is just not fair! I want to have some sleep, i want to go walking i want i want i want! ARGH! I am getting so annoyed at myself all the time because i am so so tired! I am having a very rough ride at the moment and i know my medical team are trying but...............................................................