Hi,
Another day of suffering today so thought I would ask if everyone else has the same thing.
In short I can't breath, I used to smoke but my chest have gone so bad that I can't even imagine having a cigarette, so I quit not because I wanted to I still want a cigarette really badly but I feel like there is no way I would survive it. (I'm not saying it's a bad thing, just explaining how it feels) this is very day and all day I kind of learned to live with it now, but every so often I get so bad I am up all night trying to catchy breath, keep yawning etc. I would then catch it and get a relief but a few seconds later it starts all over again and I usually fall asleep 7 or 8 am from complete exhaustion. Once I'm asleep it doesn't wake me up. It used to go away if I went out and had a few drinks. I would be able to smoke and breathe completely normally after just a couple of drinks, but the next day it would be so much worse. I was in the hospital at the beginning of the year and they did CT scan and x-ray of my chest as It was so bad I was begging the doctors to put me on Coma because I was confident I was gonna stop breathing. My oxygen level was good, CT and x-ray came back clear. My breathing and general feeling was so bad when when I came out.of.hospital 2 months ago I completely stopped drinking alcohol, stopped smoking, eat healthy, excersizing and basically completely changed my lifestyle. But this breathing thing is still there and still as bad. Along with that I also get bad pressure in my head. That usually happens when I'm outside, when I'm in bed its not there, but I get a lot of crackling in my head.
I don't have any mood problems or bad thoughts. The only two problems I have is the head pressure which is making me feel dizzy and stopping me doing normal things in life like going to the shop and not.feel like I'm gonna pass out and this breathing thing that is always there and gets super bad at night, stopping me sleeping and is super scary and annoying.
I had CT scan and x-ray of my chest and full blood test and all came back fine. I don't know what to do, but I'm so disappointed that even with complete change in my lifestyle nothing is getting better.
Anyone has the same? Sorry for the long post