I Went to the ENT today about my vertigo n he put a tube up my nose n down my throat . he than said i see no cancer m that's not what i was There for. I Told him it's my vertigo. He scheduled me a balance test. I Told him i had to neurologist yrs earlier n he tried he head moves n thought he got rid of it. N did it again n it was just as bad he asked me since your daddy gave me an electric ring test and it said no I had one years ago when I had used to have seizures but no he didn't use it that created you can do but now I said to him it's the point where it's so bad I'm afraid to go out when something is stressful or I can fire alarms going off and I know it's not a fake I dropped I have no diseases you get dizzy first asking me all these questions I said I do not get dizzy I'm trying to explain to you I just dropped like a hot potato when I was living with my mother for three years because she had macular degeneration and she couldn't really see and I had to take care of her so I moved into her house very depressing cuz I live on the water and she doesn't like no she has a house and I have an apartment with a view of the water and the beach I would never want to leave here it was very depressing but at my mother's house I was going to the bathroom and I just dropped dinner fan cuz I had my arms and go out but I broke my face I had seven surgeries on my nose I tried to tell the doctor this I don't know what I'm going to go down I just do and ready for my my grandchild who 7 was born I was glad to celebrate and I just went down and I broke my hip and had to have a hip replacement so this is something I want to play with I'm afraid to go out and pass out I was on my Terrace outside and I just dropped no warning at all no dizziness so now I have to go back at the end of the month for a balance test because my children are coming in Saturday and I haven't seen the baby in like 7 months and in my other granddaughters give me 12 she's a cancer survivor and my little Fierce is so they're coming I haven't seen him in 7 months they don't come often and I wouldn't have a daughter-in-law are those who know and I know when you. Like my mom always said to me and wife is a daughter's a daughter for the rest of her life n a son I s a som till he takes a wife I have had 24 surgeries since 1997. Even wjen i had the hip replacement no one had time ro help me . but i am always there for them 12 days in the hospital n I have 2 son's but always too busy breaks my heart. I have taken care of myself thru all surgeries ..they have never offered. My son who is 42 c i single living in Santa Cruz California. I Asked him to come down n he said he was called for jury duty omgosh I told him tell them your mom is very sick. This was in july n 2 wks ago I said tell me now what happened with jury duty? They didn't Need him but wouldnt come to Fla to help . he has no heart or soul. N i give them whatever he needs . but no more tils him i am done with him stress n toxic negative an energy is something i don't need n it can set off a vertigo atrack..told him if he continues being negative i will raise the rent in my brain n evict him. I am out going. N full of n every one greets me joyfully when I do get out . love to smile n be kind n everyone remembers me cause i have pink hair . my son's get embarrassed if i tell a joke .eceryone needs laughter i am having a rough period my oldest son and my 3 grandchildren are coming sat n I'm stressed . Last time i saw the newest addition was aug. It's all about my son's wife's family . Rhett even forgot to fell me my gson was ha ing his tonsils. out I found out the night before herexis my joke for today. Why did the golfer change his pants.... Cause he had a hole-in-one
Thanks everyone. BTW my ent doctor never heard of someone being so aeek tjey can't eat or get out of bed at times he needs to do his home work BYE