Have been feeling off for quite a while
Cant find my mojo have lost my style
These lungs of mine are taking over
Not only in body now disturbing my mind.
I'm nasty now fed-up with this disease
Shortness of breath and the constant struggle
You all understand your in the same boat
Oh aint it a pain,I just need a good moan!
I Want more energy cos I have a list
My homes a state and needs a clean
Redecoration is needed in every room!
This time of year the garden needs doing
Pulling weeds,hedges to trim
Planting to do and puppy poo to bin!
Oh lordy lordy how i'd love a fag
On television a person lights up
I inhale deeply on my inhalator
Could I have just the one?
I think not it would be fifty one!
Its 8 1/2 mths,cant give in now
But I would like to have just the one!
Tis good to moan and vent our feelings!
When life feels lonely and an uphill trek!
Well Ive made a start on that list of mine
Have done some cleaning in my filthy kitchen
Cupboard doors and all white goods
Look brand new! this is good, I likey a lot!
Next was the bathroom which almost killed me
time to rest no more that day.
Eldest son has painted his room white!
Bedding,curtains and carpet too
He will learn with his first little spillage
and I'll be there with a wry little smile!
Youngest son has started mine
Magnolia walls and crisp white ceiling
New curtains and bedding will bring the colour.
The feeling is good as I look around
Still loads to do but a very good start
I will find my mojo it cant be far?
This sense of achievement with this blimming long list!
The boys behaving! their cruel tongues abated!
Sun shining I'm sitting and writing this scribblet
Enjoying the warm rays,smelling grass and bbq's
Life aint that bad Jane, today is just grand
Thats all for now folks
Breathe Easy
Keep well
Smile
Jane xxx