Procrastinating and am a little put off…

[Willow7733]

I am supposed to be doing housework. Been putting it off now for around a week. I do a little bit here and there. (On top of my asthma giving me trouble, I am dealing with having 9 pulmonary embolisms since December which has been hard for me to breathe when doing everyday things).

So I am watching Netflix to keep me entertained while I fold laundry and things like that. I am sitting here shaking my head. I am watching the newest It movie. I don’t mind a horror film - when it is daytime. lol Clowns are a phobia of mine, but I am ok in the daylight. lol This movie!!! So the hypochondriac, “mama’s boy”, and scaredy cat is the asthmatic?? You would never have some character in anything with those qualities…and have, say, cystic fibrosis! It is not right. Maybe that is why I am not apt to tell my doctor when my asthma isn’t good. Or take my rescue at work, unless I can hide somewhere where nobody will see it? Is it embarrassment? I don’t know. I just do want anyone to know I have to is. It makes me wonder if it is the messages I keep seeing out there? Sorry for the rant. Just frustrating.