I have been keeping busy today. I have washed my pots, made tea and cleaned down my hob. I like my house to be clean and tidy. Tomorrow if the weather is nice I am going to cut my grass. It usually only takes me about 20 minutes. I believe that keeping busy is paramount for any mental illness. I have been meditating again today and saying my prayers. I Have been recalling taking my daughter to Disneyland Paris when she was 5 and she was over the moon. I have been looking at my baby photos again and recalling their birthdays Christenings and Christmases I have had with them. Nobody can take the good memories away from me, not even my family. Even if I don't press charges against my family, I have confidence that they will have to pay to a higher power one day. For all ladies who are still suffering, I am saying a little prayer for you all.
Best Wishes X