So I've been trying to lose weight the past while and I've began to restrict and fast about 8-9 months ago. I'm 5"2 and 95 pounds but I still see myself as big. I also do anything I can to run on the treadmill multiple times a day and on days i do it i only will have 100-300 calories. I feel so guilty if I eat a normal meal, what should I do?!