I was diagnosed with Anorexia 2 years ago in february when i was only 12, I used to be very large and started loosing weight healthily but then i took it too far. i went to hopsital and was in a bad state and i came home and it was easter and after that i couldnt go to school. I hid food and would hide from it and still now it is the enemy to me. I also have panic attacks and terrible anxiety and sleep paralysis and it all comes from the anorexia, its horrible.I dont understand why it has to be like this. I was happy this time last year then i had a binging problem over the summer and my dietitian and therapist said it was normal but i feel even worse now, even though i have worked very hard to be healthy again. I have good moments and bad but i cant find a middle ground and i just want my worry of food and how it consumes me and how i cant stop thinking about it to go. I dont understand it. I have startes CBT but i still feel like i havent acomplisehd anything. I dont know what to do and its so hard to explain how i feel.