2015 when I first went into persistent AFIB I took many different medications to control the afib none worked and they made me sick. I then had 2 cardioversions unsuccessful, 3 ablations within 2 years, resulting in pulmonary vein stenosis and stenting and a pacemaker but afib free since 2017.
I’m now in full afib again as I started persistent for past 3 weeks. After doing all of the above it is beyond upsetting. My EP wants to do a cardio version keep me in hospital for 3 days to observe me on tikosyn then if I’m ok keep me on it.
My first and strong reaction to this is NO. I cannot bear the thought of putting more poison into my body that I know from the past I won’t be able to tolerate . This drug is a heavy hitter and I don’t want to harm the rest of me with it. So my thought is “just live with the afib”. My afib lets me know it’s there so not the easiest to live with. Also given the ablate the sinus node option with other EP in past saying DO NOT DO there is a host of other problems that are possible.
I feel pretty defeated and don’t know what to do. The docs all say different things and no one really knows as there is no clear answer.
For those of you that do live with this ongoing how do you manage? I was pretty anxious about the virus and I’m sure that didn’t help this starting up again but who knows.
I’m in it. Thought I was rid of it. I have read the many posts here for years and many of you seem to deal somehow and carry on. Yes, what choice do we have? Is it the psychological wiring that helps some weather the storm better then others? I’m not dealing well with this as I feel no good options. Ablations are out of question now.
And even if I was all for cardioversion which I’m not never worked in past, there is a virus everywhere! Don’t want to be in hospital.......
How do we live with this beating monster that won’t stop?
Thanks for reading
xxx
Eliza