Hello everyone,
I hope that you are all enjoying this holiday time. I had a blissful Christmas, happily in NSR for a good little stretch of time before and after. On the way out to my walk in the woods on Christmas, I met the friend of a neighbor of mine and we had an interesting chat.
The neighbor is a pharmaceutical chemist who develops medication for cardiomyopathy. Half in jest, I asked if the friend makes drugs for cardiac patients, too, and he said, yes, he's working on arrhythmias.
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We talked about Flecainide, medications, side effects, etc., etc. Funny how he seems to have a better handle on the role of lifestyle in dealing with AF than some of the docs do! Good sense of humor, too.
"I'd like to place an order, please!" 😂😹
I asked if he could come up with a medication that basically does what an ablation does, target the areas that conduct the erratic impulses, and without side effects. He said that he's been working on that, that he'd had success with it with mice when working in France, but it became impossible to take it to the next level to try it on humans because of all the regulations, which is why he came to the US. He's a researcher at UCSF (University of California at San Francisco), a well-regarded medical center.
I'm going to see if I can connect with him again and continue the conversation, as it was only a brief, in passing kind of thing.
What an unexpected encounter on Christmas day!
Yesterday I went for a walk in the woods near my home and perhaps went a bit too far. This morning I woke up in AF. Fortunately it was a mild episode, so I waited an hour before taking Flecainide.
In the past month or so, I've actually felt much better in general, more myself, and have had longer stretches between episodes. After taking the Flecainide this time, I felt horrible. I think it actually made the AF worse, even though it did stop it within 2.5 hrs. I still feel the awful depressive effects of Flec even after the episode stopped. Maybe I need even a lower dose now, not sure.
Last time I spoke to my EP, he said that having a 3rd ablation was up to me. I could have one as soon as January 30, if I wanted to, but that timing would create a work/financial nightmare, so am not terribly eager to do that, though I'm sure I could figure out something. He performed the last one, which didn't work, so there is even the question of whether to continue with him or keep looking, which feels exhausting at the moment. Fortunately, I'm in an area with many EP's, so that's a blessing.
This is basically a thinking out loud post. I don't know yet exactly what I want to do, but I do know that I really do not like this awful Flecainide depressed feeling. It is debilitating.
It seems that my body is going through yet more changes in the AF adventure. What a stark contrast to feeling good, clear, like myself, able to engage in things I haven't been able to for months, only to be slammed back into a stupor by the episode/Flec.
I know that there are no easy answers and I'll be giving more thought to next steps. Sharing about it among people who understand helps.
It sure was nice to have a lovely Christmas in NSR, though!
Happy New Year to all! 🎉