Waiting on the doc

[Rubyladyemerald]

Well I made it to my second home. They tell me that they are not entirely sure what happened. My device nurse is up in the EP lab talking to the doc Now. I have a but feeling I will be in for surgery later today. I'm so tired. I'm very much ready to let this world go just so the tourcher will stop. I just hope The next life is more like a good story filled with adventure like Lord of the Rings, Hobbit, Harry Potter, or I will even settle for Rose Red. ( some of my favorite movies)

[BobD Volunteer]

Please try to be positive. It does make such a difference. I have had several close encounters with the grim reaper and value every second of every day now. Dare I say that you will look back on this time soon and laugh about it.

Bob

[meadfoot]

I think many of us have felt as you do now in dark moments. However we all value life as do you, you just want some normally and the medics will sort you out so you can fly high again and regain your sense of wellbeing.

Dig in and chin up I know it's not easy but you will prevail over this.

[jeanjeannie50]

Bless you, you do sound really fed up with it all and as Meadfoot has said we all tend to get days when our hearts play up and we feel like that. That feeling of being fed up will soon pass, perhaps something to do with your heart just needs a little tweak and you'll be fine again.

Please make sure you let us have lots of updates on how it all goes.

You are not on your own, as you are part of our AF family, we all care and are here for you.

Big healing hug.

Jean

[dedeottie]

It has all been said by the others but I just wanted to add my voice to the good wishes. We will all be with you every step of the way, so please try to keep your spirits up. Not easy at all I know. You are in the right place so try to relax a bit and maybe you will be able to rest a little. Xx

[Bagrat]

It must be hard when you feel things are uncertain but you are in a hospital where they know you and your problems. I read somewhere that progress occurs only when you are out of your comfort zone so this issue may be to your advantage in the long run. Many people here are thinking of you. Hang in there. Love WendyB

[Rubyladyemerald in reply to Bagrat]

As thank you so much.

I am so glad I found this group. All of you have been a big help. For the longest time I didn't have anyone to talk to about this. Then again we didn't really know just how severe my condition is. We knew it is ungodly unpredictability. The weather man on the news is more accurate predictions than I am.

Thank you again and I send everyone well wishes and lots of love.