I've had the worst year emotionally ever and it isn't over and of course my heart never one to miss a party, has joined in and heart rate now 120 plus resting and back in AF, Huge disappointment, I am so sad about this. Ten years of this, and last June 2014, got job of my dreams and love doing it but quite demanding. All went so well until got involved in possibly house move and I just have fallen apart and never felt so fragile. Now heart bad too. Been to see EP cannot do any more ablations so need ot control with drugs but now well out of control. Still managing to work but collapsing in the evening quite literally. Any advice how to get under control (as well as the drugs that they are changing) and how do people cope with continual chest pains?