Hi I'm new here and errm not quite sure if i just want to sound off all my problems or get advice..... where do i begin.. im 14 weeks pregnant with baby number 4!! I suffer with depression, anxiety and can sometimes be severe back pain.
The back pain started over 12 years ago which I was medicating with strong painkillers (no longer using), depression began 9 years ago after my dad died, then postnatal depression after baby number 3 8 years ago, the anxiety is something which is totally new and quite scary since November last year which was brought on by my 3 children being taken into care.
Court case, contact centre, meetings etc are all adding to my depression and anxiety going through the roof!! I'm not on any medication due to pregnancy... back in court in June for final hearing ..atm feel like I'm literally drowning and struggling to find the motivation each day.. surely you would think kids, pregnancy would be enough wouldn't you??