feeling low and deppressed

feeling low

i feel low all the time it don't help when my husband don't wont to came near me and when i try and cuddle him hi push me away he went on some union thing but when he come back the was a message from some tart asking him if he was going to her room to shear he beer with he i asked him about it he told me i did not trust him then when he got home from work he told me the one or his mates at work ask him how she was in bed i don't no why he told me that he then said he was going to make a complant about it but did not go a head with it as he said it was not worth it she keeps sending I'm messages and when i ask why she is still sending him them he says its all in my head and if i keep on i can move out the house is in my name but he says he can kick me out and there is nothing i can do he don't work at the place she works at any more but she keep sending him things iv tried asking him if we can cuddle and all i get is no it makes me feel like there is something wrong with me i try looking nice he don't caerre i just feel low he will go out at all times of the day at weekends when his phone rings he go.s out the room or takes it up to he loo with him and is up there for a long time when i go up there he is talking when i say anyting he stops and comes out i cry all the time i feel like I'm just a house made not a wife he told me i need him more then he needs me i am disabled i look arfter me he don't i ask him to do something he tells me to what but if he wonts somrthing doing and i don't do it he shouts at me and says I'm a fat c..t and i don't do anything

i do all his washing make shore he has dinner when he gets home he tells everyone

i have a caere but i don't i look arfter my self if i need to go hospital he will say see how you go and if you get bad then i will take you but i don't need to go now

[jaykay777]

kara1214 -- You need to find someone to talk to who can help you with your situation. Ask your doctor and/or women in your church and anyone else who might be able to put you in contact with a social worker or someone else who can help you.

[chloe40 Administrator]

Hi Hidden

Sorry to read of your worries. Although this is a form for mental health issues, I feel I must make a couple of comments.

You really should be taking more care of yourself ! It sounds as though this man does not care enough for you and I hate to think that you are not receiving the care you need. Please try and arrange extra care with carers if you feel you need it and I suggest, if this is your house, you get advice from your solicitor as soon as possible.

Take good care of yourself.

Chloe