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[anniebooty]

not really sure on what to say maybe i just wanted to get this on off my chest before I go abit dooolaaaeee. But knowing me even though i got it off my chest as you guys know YOU still think about it for a long time which is annoying 

Situation happened between my mother and older sister towards my nan guess it wasn't great. But what can I do it's not like I don't say anything so the other sister saw what happen and then the next day she expressed her feelings to me. My response was and I said your not going to like what I'm going say which she did then all the sudden she said I guess because she didn't like my response.

She said "all 3 of you are going to HELL " then obviously shit just starts flooding my mind self harm (I still have thoughts yes not going to lie) but acting upon it NO  

I would like too but I guess what's stopping me is the thought of my nan knowing

[Iluvhorses]

Please don't hurt yourself. Please talk about it with someone. Try other means like exercising whenever you feel this way. It's hard to simply stop something so replacing it with other actions is the way to go.

[anniebooty in reply to Iluvhorses]

Hello thank you for replying I have tried the exercising that you suggested. I've gone and bought myself a fitness dvd I think its working but \i do at times still think about the you know what lol. Trying to keep it up

regards

anniebooty:)

[Iluvhorses in reply to anniebooty]

Good for you!